I had been depressing during the whole summer...
tried to get everything in perfect order, tried to be a awesome person to others, and tried to serve for the Lord... Really, so many things that I can make the list in this blog. but, I decided to choose three that I feel it is top three.
But... God still got me. still have me. still love me. never forsaken me. He is so good and always perfect in his plan, not mine.
"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope." Jeremiah 29:11 (MSG),
Last September, it hit me on the bottom floor and realized that I'm so worth to the Lord and if I been like that and doubt about myself, and I hurt God's feeling, too. HE created me and sent me on the earth for his purpose in my life.
he gave me many gifts, which I didn't see.
A Wife...
A Mother...
An Aunt...
A friend...
A Sister...
A Worker...
A Event-planner...
maybe more in my future, who knows? Lord always knew where I would go in the path which I will choose and see what I will go and will said, " oh, that's what you want me to do?" then okay, I will follow him all the way. sometime I could be disagree, BUT he will prove me that he is right and I'm wrong. I would like, oh you are right. I always feel his laughter and said, that's okay, my precious child. just obey me then you will see what happen. I have to go through the trails and faith in HIM all the way. He want to see me to be stronger and share my experience with others if they feel that same way as I do.


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