heavy heart....

today, i feel so heavy in my heart to see anyone who goes cheating on others' back with other person. it is so wrongful to do this.. it could be damage your marriage and your relationship with friends. trust me, it will HAPPENS! i had been there before.. i almost lost my husband and my good friend in 2 years ago. i decided to repented for my life to the Lord.. it is hard but it is WORTH it! also, i already rededicated to my life to the Lord last November 4th, 2012... God is so good and I'm so thankful for my church family has been praying for me since i had to go thru hard time.. i had been praying for my good friend and my hubby who i betrayed on. i realized alot about it... I'm so thankful that God impacted me HUGE time in 2 years ago... i know it wasn't me as Beckley Diann Long. now I'm Beckley Diann Long and improved mother and friend to my family and friends, too. I'm sticking with Matthew 19:26, "But Jesus beheld them, and said unto them, With men this is impossible; but with God all things are possible." and Philippians 4:13, "i can do all the things who strengthens me through Jesus Christ." God's plans never been mistaken, always perfect. of course, we are not perfect because of we are SINNERS! I'm glad that God sent his son on the earth and died on the cross and paid off for our sins that he
deceived. i just want to say this out of my heart... i do regret what i did wrong in my past but i don't regret that i repented! :0)


James 4:4

 1 What is causing the quarrels and fights among you? Don’t they come from the evil desires at war within you? 2 You want what you don’t have, so you scheme and kill to get it. You are jealous of what others have, but you can’t get it, so you fight and wage war to take it away from them. Yet you don’t have what you want because you don’t ask God for it. 3 And even when you ask, you don’t get it because your motives are all wrong—you want only what will give you pleasure.
4 You adulterers! Don’t you realize that friendship with the world makes you an enemy of God? I say it again: If you want to be a friend of the world, you make yourself an enemy of God. 5 What do you think the Scriptures mean when they say that the spirit God has placed within us is filled with envy? 6 But he gives us even more grace to stand against such evil desires. As the Scriptures say,
“God opposes the proud
but favors the humble.”
7 So humble yourselves before God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. 8 Come close to God, and God will come close to you. Wash your hands, you sinners; purify your hearts, for your loyalty is divided between God and the world. 9 Let there be tears for what you have done. Let there be sorrow and deep grief. Let there be sadness instead of laughter, and gloom instead of joy. 10 Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will lift you up in honor.